I’ve been self medicating with booze and drugs since I was 14 years old. I’m in my forties now and I don’t want to die not having lived as a much better version of myself. I began writing here May 2018 in desperate hope I’d document my first year living clean and sober which I did, but I’ve also become a repeat-relapse-offender. Here are my written wanderings, struggles and reflections, my journey to wellness...