Tomorrow the sun will be shinning...

Depression comes in in violent sweeps, out of the blue and too rude to give notice or tell me for how long it will ruin every moment. I'm sinking beneath its weight. I want to fight it and feel different but the distance between what I want and am right now keeps me hopeless. There is nothing real in me, nothing good left.  This sadness can't be explained, its felt and in time it will fade into something else, perhaps something sweet and kind. Tomorrow the sun will be shinning...