Day One...again

Hello Day One, again, it's been a while. Sure I've had alcohol free days but with no decision made to recommit to my broken and neglected sobriety. I've just spent a long time editing posts I wrote last year and publishing them back to this blog because two weeks ago I sat and butchered them all with drunken edits. I broke my rule which is not to come near this blog when drinking. I've managed to recover some truth of last years journey but a lot has been lost because I drank and didn't like what I was reading. I tried so hard to convince myself, again, if I just cut back the drinking I'll be fine and so I deleted anything that disagreed with that.

Anyway, here I am. Day One and desperate.