Day Two, part two

Today has been hard. So hard. I've been a sobbing depressed mess for hours, eight hours ! There have been moments when what I felt was both indescribable and painfully uncomfortable. There's been so many tears, I'm sure I've dehydrated myself by crying, my hands look dehydrated and my grandmothers wedding band is loose, (pause while I search and find out that yes it's possible to dehydrate oneself though crying and chuck back some water).

The tears have stopped and now it feels like all the emotions have settled heavy in my stomach. It's extremely uncomfortable. I've become so used to drinking my feelings away. It's nothing short of a miracle that I've not gone and drunk my Day Two away.